Tuesday, April 24, 2007
This is one very fucked up day.
Okay it was happy ponning school with * but..
It was pretty funny really, screaming vulgarities when we were trying desperately not to be seen by fellow classmates.
I think if you were to video me today, you'll have to censor half the sentences i say.
WHY IS MY DAD BEHAVING LIKE SOME FUCKING DICKHEAD AGAIN? HE'S JUST SUCH A MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENT. I DONT EXPECT HIM TO OFFER ME SUPPORT BUT AT LEAST DO NOT FORCE ME TO A DEAD END ALRIGHT? OKAY YOU WANT THAT? I'LL GIVE YOU THAT. I had enough with you honey. If results are all that matters to you, then so be it. You gives so little but yet expects the best. Thats you i guess. I'll still try my best, not to prove it to you, but to prove it to myself. Although my faith is half gone, i'll still strive on. I keep telling myself not to let your harsh words get to me but somehow i can't immune myself to it. You dealt me with blow after blow and left me to bleed myself dry, you pushed me back to where i'll started.
I need someone to pick me up but no one's there.
Who could be trusted to really care.
Those false smiles, lies.
She cuts her skin to shreds, but no one cares.
Pain is her only friend, and the only relief she gets.
All the way LD!
Gold of silver it doesn't matter.
We tried our best and we'll have no regrets( ok that aint true)
I love you LD:)
9:54 PM
