Sunday, March 4, 2007
my parents love me so i should stop mutilating?
my arse. if that is their love i dont think i could withstand the hate. thank you for like being concerning but, no offence, you dont know what i've went through before, and dont think you ever could even if i tell it to ya.
how could you fully understand another person's traumatic experiences. you could pity her yes, feel like whoever did that to her is such a bastard. but you cant ever see it from her point of view, the terror and hurt that rush back, clear as before. the mind is complicated thing man, the greater the want, the harder to tear yourself away from it.
points a finger at me (finger at me)...so i point one back at 'em, but not the index or the pinkie or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up when you dont give a fuck, when you wont put up with the bullshit they pull, cause they are full of shit tooamen to that.
the accusations of you being unfilial being so pathetic and weak by cutting your skin open or trying to attract attention of some kind, or being a wannabe.
yes and guess what? i dont give a fuck.
i throw all that back at you cause you are the pathetic one for bullshitting such baseless accusations. and i laugh at you in one corner, because you re actually that way too.
apologies to sensitive people but im just being straughtforward and i mean no offence, most of it is to my dad and mom anyway.
6:41 PM
