Monday, March 5, 2007
the long agonizing cheer tryout are finally over.
did i get in then?
hahaha no. i expected it though, so its okay i guess:)
steph: its okay, its gonna be okay. like what the ex cheer cap(oops i forgot her name again!)said, you do have a special style of your own. and you will definitely shine one day. you re a individual dancer, so you cant be sterotype and follow a group style, its ok. it doesnt matter really, whether you got in or not. what matters is if you have that special quality and potential, which, yes you do possess. so dont take it too hard alrights:) if you wanna cry, then just let it all out, its okay to cry. hearts:)
bingeing helps to calm your tormented soul...so i ate alottt of food. and yes i feel much better already. thats what i would call miracle food mann:) the cheer seniors are really nice you know, and they dont have to worry about juniors not respecting them cause they are so nice and all, of course you would love them:)
eeeeekkkkkk! who's this guy who looks like an baboon with over large nosetrils?! (gag)
nvm about the baboon mutant now. lets move on.
im not very upset about now getting into cheer cause like i already kind of prepared myself for it. i keep grinning very wide till it gets a little tiring, and fake.but ahwells thinking about now, no big freaking deal really.
big thanks to ugenie, sarah, and joanna for being such sweet people. love you people loadds, just for the word of concern, it brightens my mood so much, thanks all:D <3
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