Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i made a resolution to be forgiving to my parents after reading my horoscope on friendster.
silly, really, but its got a point.
as expected, today i accomplished nothing when i went to far east with jocelyn. apart from this supremely obscene black PANTYHOSE(i got it for syf!)which i'm sure hookers and strippers wear. so where do i fit in? jocelyn says try hotel 81. har har har, not funny.
i spent the whole day feeling insercure and ostracized, starting from morning jog. cause i thought everybody were ignoring me:( but ahwell, i felt better later on, until stupid jocelyn kept me waiting for fifteen minutes, i'm not so patient see.
oh i read ugenie's blog! i made me more paranoid but it reminds me of the archery trainer at SLC. and boy, she's cool mann.
melanie told me to go and find a boyfriend when i said i was insecure. har har not funny. okay funny but stupid:) hope she'll get into yellow cheer, even if it's just reserve, at least it's better than nothing. but that will make me the only one in class who tried out and didn't get in. oh well i shouldn't be thinking so much really. it doesn't matter anyway:)
darn it! i'm super paranoid lately, which is so not good for my emotional state.
7:41 PM
