Thursday, February 8, 2007
the start of the new really do bring many changes. we're drifting, i know. i dont know how to react. try desperately to salvage what is left? i smile when you walk by, but you pretend im invisible. so what am i suppose to do? i dont know how to talk to you, jean say i should.
sometimes i just want to order in pizza or eat in class, so i dont hang out very often with y'all. it is my fault i confess, but there are too many things piled on me, i cant breathe. so im gonna let it be this way until i could find a way to clear up this mess.
ld today was....i guess it was ok. i should be happy, cause i got into the syf cast, but why am i still so down? if only there's a life encychopedia for us to refer to when we are all messed up. to find you the answers to the questions why.
7:07 PM
