Friday, February 9, 2007
shit. shit. shit! i start thinking about those poor things crying today and i felt so horrid. people like soopong, sonia, and charlene. like what happened? eunice asked jean and she said that she would take care of sonia but still...why? and why was soopong crying too? charlene, you know charlene the grey badge? she was crying too. like i saw her in the canteen and her eyes were red and her hair's slack and all. so its pretty obvious that she was crying. then i was so shocked and sad for her that i keep staring in her direction. until sancia tells me to stop staring or else the would think we crush them or something. haha that make me snap my head back.
still, i pity charlene the most, cause she looks the most vunerable? ahah that didnt sound right. but all the hard work they put in for the last two years...all wasted. all the public see when they announce the top student coming from sn, is just the distinctions and the smart people and blar blar. but do they see the despair of those whose hopes fell? the shock when they found out that their results were so far from their expectations? all the stress and hard work they were put through for the last two years just come to this...nothing at all.
forget it. i see the minority, i see all the pain. and i see what few people see.
life is not just a bunch of miseries you know. i can be happy if i want to, if i pretend to be. sometimes when i act high, i get high! hilarious:)
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