Wednesday, February 7, 2007
im so frigging emo this days. is that suppose to be good? way more emo than my sec two days, been crying alot more too. things that i've never dared to do before, i seem to have accomplished, some.
just listening to some music now and it makes me want to cry, and its not even a emo song! like it ends tonight? stupid stupid stupid, why am i being so retarrrrded?
i want to go out... been stuck at home for too long, but that doesnt mean i have done any productive work during this period:) i've still got tons of homework to be done, some, well the majority of it is late work...*sheepish grin.
I NEED TO GO OUT. ITS NOT A 'WANT', ITS A PSYCHOLOGICAL NEED. I NEED RETAIL THERAPY. OH NO. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..okay okay im calm now. just a little erm strained just now? haha.
3:28 PM