Thursday, February 15, 2007
horrible day:(
the morning begins with me waking up like late , again. but seriously i slept like around 12 everynight so you cant really blame me right? and its all for finishing the bloody homework.
everyone's like super grumpy today, wonder if its due to the lack of candyyy. i went with melo for cheer practice during recess and it was pretty ok and all. i dance like a elephant: ) unglam.
and coming back home after a long day creates this whole list of problems for me again. two words: complicated friendships. omg i just hate handling relationship probs.
HELLO? IM SO NOT SUCKING UP TO RACHEL LOW? WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU THINK THAT I AM? JUST BECAUSE I WENT OUT WITH HER ONCE, THATS IT? ITS SURE KIND OF PATHETIC IF YOU WISH TO SEE IT THIS WAY YOU KNOW. IM JUST TOO SICK TO DEAL WITH THE FRIGGING PROBLEMS ALRIGHT? AND IM NOT GONNA WASTE MY TIME EXPLAINING WTF SHIT THERE IS TO BE CLEARED UP. IF YOU WANT TO PUT IT THAT WAY, THEN SO BE IT ALL RIGHT? SO BE IT. IM JUST TOO FUCKED UP TO CARE. YOU HAVE YOUR PROBLEMS AND I HAVE MINE, AND IM NOT INTERESTED IN ADDING MORE TO IT.
dear eunice. sometimes i really cant tell if you're really being sarcastic or just a innocent BRAINLESS comment. wtf it is, it pisses me off. are you trying to put me down everytime so you'll feel good or something? cause sometimes you're just disgusting. you said once you would reflect or some shit, but i dont think so. nothing has changed, you're still flinging lousy insults at me. are you trying to spite me? yes by delibrately telling me that someone is quite pretty and putting me down by saying stuff like: 她哪一点是美的啊 and, which part of her is attractive. yes i absolutely agree. but i dont go saying things like you are so fat or shit like that although i might think its true. really, others cant see pass your fake-ness. but your mask is transparent to me. its only when i get closer to you do i see all the faults you have. and im glad it makes you feel good to suan me:) enjoy while you can, cause im not gonna tolerate this shit for very long now.
relationships build on lies and mistrust never last.
8:16 PM
