Saturday, February 17, 2007
cny, everyone seems happy enough. people going on holidays, laughing, eating, singing. so i guess thats just leave me being the only one being so moody.
i shall not talk about my relationships problems because there's no point, and i dont know how to anyway.
tell me to look forward to the future, it'll be brighter, as long as we hold on to our hope. but i see nothing, everything's so dark. like all the hope has leaked out. everything i put my effort into turn out to be this way. take cheer for example. something that i tried, i tried. but come on, we all know im so not gonna get in. its not me being pessimistic, but a fact. i dance like a lump of shit.
and i wonder why, my brain is swarming with things i wanna say, i wanna scream, i want the world know, but there's nothing there to say, at all.
1:23 PM
