Sunday, February 11, 2007
back from orchard. bathed, and tired. physically. and sick of jas being so hyper sensitive over everything again. yes im directing this at you. like whats wrong again? i have to deal with your this and that everytime. why dont you just get straight to the point and tell me what exactly are you so unhappy about, alright, i know, you are gonna say something about me changing again after reading this right?
i dont have to guess.
first you are unhappy cause im spending lesser time with you guys right? and you keep having to show me that "oh i cant see you" face. i pretend that nothing was wrong and smiled that spastic smile cause i have tons of work to be done and i seriously, dont want to deal with any friendship problems.
then you are unhappy with me going out with rachel am i right? yes i like to be really straight forward about things. its just going out for god's sake, like once. i cant see the problem with that. and rachel is ok, jas. we are just gonna deal with this once and for all ok?
i guess i'll not be going recess with you people for this week either. dont blame me, i just dont want to be fake when we meet. we need some time to settle some things. and in my opinion, this isnt the time.
just bought this mango jeans and tee:) well at least one thing to be happy about.
10:25 PM
