weekend again. pointless to make promises i know i wont be able to keep. i dont want to let everyone down, but i just cant. its more than just a psychological need. pissed at myself, for once i blame everything on myself instead of my parents. its my freaking fault, that im making people around me miserable, that im letting my friends down. apologies to my rents to, for blowing for no particular reason. maybe its just me being too weak, to control my emotions.

now that its over, i find what i did just so funny. the dried blood on my arm, red gashes. just now i was so scared that the blood would drip and dad would see what i've been doing. haha but it dried. sorry i didnt keep my promise, that im being a pathetic suicide wannabe.

sheesh. my gorified arm.

Xiaoyu
Sngs
ELDDS<3
2Grace06<3
3Faith
Art<3
The Unconventional<3
Contemporary<3
Alchohol<3
Coffee<3
Odd Numbers<3
Change
New phone
Ipod
Harley Davidson biker jacket
Hair wax
Nice hair
Friends who'll be there
Positive attitude
Great O'level results, so i can rub it in their face
I want to be an artist
I want to be happy
I want to have all my dreams, fufilled


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