she's not worth it.

what is worth believing anymore. when faith is shattered and all you've ever known turn out to be lies. so this is it, what you've been holding on for, pining for. lies.

screw you. for hurting her. why? why? why? oh fuck im crying. i want to hide myself in the closet, hide away from all my fears, hide away from everything else. lies or not, i want nothing more.

no it doesnt end because of this. its not worth it. come on, wipe away the tears, she's not worth them. and im not gonna cut, not anymore.

i want to be perfect, but nothing was worth it.

Xiaoyu
Sngs
ELDDS<3
2Grace06<3
3Faith
Art<3
The Unconventional<3
Contemporary<3
Alchohol<3
Coffee<3
Odd Numbers<3
Change
New phone
Ipod
Harley Davidson biker jacket
Hair wax
Nice hair
Friends who'll be there
Positive attitude
Great O'level results, so i can rub it in their face
I want to be an artist
I want to be happy
I want to have all my dreams, fufilled


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