sheesh. i getting a headache from thinking too much. not school work mind you. i dont waste my brain energy on the likes of tian. drifting here and there, not really thinking about something. just...i dont know. realised i've been doing things for no reason, and feeling sad for no reason. jas say i always act high. but do i? i really have no idea. its just my body doing some actions, my brain seemed be numbed. oh christ. i need to see a counceller i think. im killing myself.

for these few days im not even thinking about ahem but my brain is still not functioning. rah. i want to recover the part of me that i lost. i want to be whole, i dont want be like a zombie. oh yeah thats the word im looking for: zombie. im seriously turning into one.

trapped.

Xiaoyu
Sngs
ELDDS<3
2Grace06<3
3Faith
Art<3
The Unconventional<3
Contemporary<3
Alchohol<3
Coffee<3
Odd Numbers<3
Change
New phone
Ipod
Harley Davidson biker jacket
Hair wax
Nice hair
Friends who'll be there
Positive attitude
Great O'level results, so i can rub it in their face
I want to be an artist
I want to be happy
I want to have all my dreams, fufilled


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