Tuesday, January 2, 2007
oh yeah im freaking out. what? cause tomorrow school starts in a new year, 2007. oh christ. letting go is not so easy. looking through all the photos i took of two grace, you just...cant. the feeling, the bond, and you are never gonna see them again. you are never gonna be a class again . no more coming to school, walking pass the specs stand, and hearing the noise the class makes. to teachers, the noise is unbearable, and that we are a rowdy bunch of baddddd students. jesus, who cares what they think. but everything's gonna change from now on. and i know that three faith is never gonna be bonded, not a chance. i mean...its made up of very different people. please, dont take them away. now i have nothing left. my results are gonna suck as usual. that matters, cause if i dont give them the results they want, i dont get anything that i want. i want to work hard, i really do. but somehow, something is missing, the passion. the determination. and ld? its not gonna brighten up my life...even ld is....like that. relationships are failing, and i havent got the time and energy to try and salvage it. even talking to people makes me sad, what's going on? like talking to some people on msn, thinking about some things, they just seem to suck all the energy and joy out of me. i really cant handle so many things. arghhhhh. freaking damn.
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