Saturday, January 20, 2007
oh my god. i did some research on self harm and it links to borderline personality disorder. and guess what- all the symtoms fit. omg. this is way freaky. im depress but not to that extend of developing some freaky mental disorder right? right? oh please tell me im not insane:/
sudden attraction to marilyn manson. freaky guy, really. but his songs are awesome, and he does watercolour! mainly self portraits. a friend told me he's planning to commit suicide on his 666th concert or something, cool. okay and thats freaky too. i think freakish suicidal sadistic things are cool? ok i am losing my mind.
4:45 PM