Monday, January 15, 2007
made an important decision today. this day onwards i'll be less emo. this is a new start, i'll be happy. i'll try, that is:) okay so we confirmed the art screening thing with tham so we got excused from cca. sorry ld, i have to fight for my passion dont i? sad thing is, jean might not be taking up art after all. one, because the school doesnt allow. two, she doesnt want. *shrug. the decision's up to her to make. just a bit sad, thats all. and nervous! tomorrow's the screening and im so gonna embarrassed myself in front of everyone. like, what gave me the idea that im good enough to get into a HIGHER ART CLASS. oh crap. but yet i really want to get in. desperately. one chance to prove myself, or give up. yeah i will give a go, if it didnt work...*shrug. that just indicates that i should let go of the whole idea. well, cross fingers and hope for the best.
i want nothing else. give me one chance, to prove myself.
5:31 PM
