i've stopped cutting, and moved straight to suicidal. promised everyone i wont cut again, and this time i mean it. i dont want to be like that bitch with blond hair:)

i want to die, can i tell you that? feeling terrible inside but yet i cant say anything. i dont want to, i need to shake off this layer of emoness.

HA. IM TRYING TO HELP EVERYONE. SO WHO DO I THINK I AM. REALLY A SAINT? NO YOU SUCKER. YOU ARE A BITCH FROM HELL. WHY AM I TRYING TO BE SO NICE.

gonna stay out of ppl's business. you cant save them from hell anyway. fake. im plastic. i cant even differenciate my own feelings.

i want to die.
i need to die.
please fucking let me die.

Xiaoyu
Sngs
ELDDS<3
2Grace06<3
3Faith
Art<3
The Unconventional<3
Contemporary<3
Alchohol<3
Coffee<3
Odd Numbers<3
Change
New phone
Ipod
Harley Davidson biker jacket
Hair wax
Nice hair
Friends who'll be there
Positive attitude
Great O'level results, so i can rub it in their face
I want to be an artist
I want to be happy
I want to have all my dreams, fufilled


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